Writing Update - Anxiety and Possibilities

This poor blog. Clearly shame doesn't motivate me, evidenced by all the years I spent as a gal shopping in the extra-extra large section.

My writing adventure is mostly one of anxiety and indecision. Do I write? Do I not write? Should I pursue writing? Should I forget about writing? How do I do this? It's schizophrenic, at best.

In this season when I've had plenty of time during the day, I've found it still isn't enough time to write when you don't know what you're doing. Every day seems to be overfull and I continue to be offered more opportunities to be involved and serve at church. As much as it pains me, I have declined a few church requests. People have recently commented I don't have time to have a regular job. I am certainly not looking for more things to do.

Speaking of a regular job, as I continue to seek out a full-time work position, I've been looking in the Executive Assistant field, since that's what I've done for the last nine years. But, I'm beginning to wonder if God has other plans for me since no doors are opening in that area. So, I've actually put my resume in for a writing job. It's crazy, I'm probably not qualified, and my husband is sure the pay won't be enough. But, we'll see.

I'll keep you posted...